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Post by tuffronicus on Mar 26, 2011 20:14:03 GMT -5
Yeah I think i am going crazy and I need to type up whant i am thinking and I don;'t hitnk i will press the backspace key to much with this so sorry my brain knows the general area of all the keys so yeah.. Cutting to the chase i am feeling rather alonbe and believe it or not THIS IS A VENT cause it makes me happy typing up whats on my mind so I will tell you all my fears right now. (i had to get all my jumbled thought in line...ish so sorry about this part)
I fear that: My best friends will commit suicide and I won't be able to stop him. That my boyfriend will break up with me for some chick. That I'm gonna have to retake algebra 1 next year that my ex will commit suicide and i won't be able to stop him that I'm going to die of a heart atack or get diabetes that my sister is gonna be hurt and idk cause shes in vegas right now... Fu... i shoulda gone with her.
god i worry too much..
a Little advice please... I need some.
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Vittring
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Post by Vittring on Mar 28, 2011 3:45:06 GMT -5
First of all, sorry to hear you're going through a rough time :/ <3 -internet hug- that's a lot of things at once clogging your mind
First of all, I'd say school comes after mental health... as long as you feel fine, algebra can wait. Even though it's not fun having to retake a class, it's not worth risking your sanity stressing out for school... Nothing wrong with that, everyone have their stronger and less strong subjects, and a lot of people retake classes... maybe it will give you that extra time you need to finish it properly. and it's a scary feeling, beeing worried about losing people close to you... Why do you fear your friends and ex are thinking about sucide? Try to look over if you could help them somehow, if even just a little. The smallest gesture or appreciation means so much more than you sometimes belive to a person who's not feeling all too well... Even though there might be bigger things in their lives that you cannot affect, just showing your love and support does a lot. Talk to them, show them that you care. Also, sorry about you feeling insecure with your boyfriend... not my strongest subject, but.. whatever is happening, it's between you two. If he's feeling insecure of what he wants, talk to him... at least you deserve to know what's going on and where you stand with each other. And how old are you, 15? You don't have to worry about death or such diseases in a lifetime, you're still so young! Or well, I think I was fearing that too, when I was at your age... I don't remember why really, but... I highly doubt you have reason to worry about that now. If you are worried because of your current lifestyle/diet choices.... try to make a difference in it? I don't know what's going on in vegas (is there some current event that I've missed?), but if you're worried... call her and just make sure she's alright? If anything, just to calm yourself down a little.
idk if that makes any difference for you, but that's what I think at least. If you want anyone to talk to more, just drop by a message, I'd be happy to loan out a listening ear.
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Post by Kat on Mar 29, 2011 13:00:37 GMT -5
-HUG- Sorry to hear. I hope you feel better.
There really isn't much I can say that Vittring hasn't already. -huuuug-
Worrying sucks. >: I'm a bit of a worry wort myself.
Some of your worries are ridiculous and the rest of them are understandable. Like worrying about your friends committing suicide is understandable. While worrying about heart attacks and diabetes is kind of ridiculous.
It's very hard to deal with death and suicide is even worse. :c
Buuut worrying about the chances of you getting health problems is needless. .. If anything, I would suggest just keeping yourself healthy. Heart attacks don't really happen to the young, but it is possible to get diabetes. If you do, you'll have to take extra steps to staying healthy. So if you're really worried about it, then perhaps it would be a good idea to make sure your health is good.
Diabetes is really only a huge problem if you don't take care of yourself. I know this because diabetes runs in my family. My Grandma is diabetic and so are a few of my other relatives. Although, to be very honest, getting diabetes would suck for me. Because I despise artificial sugars. They taste nasty. .. Plus my father and my brother can't have them. Artificial sugars give them migraines...
Also, I would suggest talking to your boyfriend about your worries, especially the ones concerning the two of you. Communication is key in any relationship.
And I dunno if it's any consolation, but I'm sure your sister will be fine. I go on trips all the time with my Grandma and her driving is /terrible/. Seriously, last time I went on a trip with her she nearly drove us off the road four times. .__. Got my heart pumping, for sure.
The only reason I still go on trips with her is because I'd rather go out and live rather than stay at home, do nothing, and be safe. Y'know?
Anyways, as I was saying, yes it's possible that something might happen to her. Buuut it's as likely as something happening to anyone just by walking outside. You simply cannot worry about these things. It won't do you any good.
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