doin' it the quasimodo way

[Vittring]

yeah, pretty much.
I don't usually start vent threads of this kind but whatever (:
anyway, idk what happened... it started a few days ago maybe, just a slight unpleasant feeling in my foot as I was walking around much, but I ignored it, hoping it would go away
friday, bicycled down to the park, had to walk home... halfway home I'm realizing - ouch, this hurts - and starts to limp like an old lady, needing to rest on my bike for support
saturday I'm feeling it's pretty swollen, I limp around but it's okay... been looking forward going to this consert with a friend, but on my way to there it's starting to get seriously painful and I limp like crazy
after standing still for a while though it was no problem and I could jump around slightly and we took the train into stockholm and walked around for a while without much problem... back home it's painful again
now I woke up, and I can pretty much not support myself on that foot at all, I can feel the "pain" even though I'm not using it... we're supposed to go out and see some relatives and friends later on but right now I don't think I can walk anything close to normal pace without crutches xD haha, it's hard enough to walk around the apartment, I'm climing on the walls and furniture to get around

I am pretty pissed, yeah. I hate being limited like this :I and I have no idea what caused this either
I'm just hoping this is at it's peak right now and won't get worse and go away soon because I'm scared of staying this.. handicapped forever or for a long time )))))): I have a life to live dammnit
FML.

[Kat]

Ugh. I feel your pain there. I /hate/ being disabled. Bc I go /crazy/ when I can't get around. -huuuuuuuuug-

There's a lot of things that you could have done to your foot. Might be you hurt a tendon, might be growing pains ( sounds like a bitch, although I've never gotten that I know someone who has ), or some other third thing ( I swear there was another, but I don't remember anymore ). Just.. take it easy, okay? Get crutches if you really need to, too.

[Vittring]

I haven't grown a millimeter in 7 years so it's not growing pains (((; I hat it a lot at age 9-11 and it was nothing like this

idk I just feel so trapped, I normally handle these anxious feelings by running out into the forest or similar but now I cannot even do that... it's very frustrating

ah well, thanks anyway <3
I tried to refrain from overusing it today (with moderate sucess) and it's not all too bad, I'm getting up my hopes for it to ease in a while